Real Talk

[Kid Steez]

Man for real I woke up this morning and felt an emotion that I had never felt before. It was sense of want. I want to be something so bad that this morning the yearning that has been in my stomach finally caught up to my heart seems like. Just me wanting to be happier,be wealthier, be the man that everyone I know doesnt think I am or will be. 3 people in my life have ever believed in me and that hurts cause it seems like out of those 3 not one is my mother. Even still her doubt pushes me, but my fears of failure seem to push me more, yet at the same time make me want to run away from my issues. I woke and I told my dude in the most sincere voice that I want to be something. In when I say something I'm not saying I dont know what I want to be, I know fully what I want. It just hurts to think that maybe all the strength I portray on the outside may not be what I posses in the inside and all the trials and tribulations might just tear me down. Its almost like im flip flopping my emotions. In one sense I say to my self I'm stronger than anyone or thing on this planet, yet in the same way I say to my self really am I? I dont know TML. This is real too not just some joke. Its me in the flesh.

[LiteZoUt]

sniffin lines lately?

[Kid Steez]

Have you?

[The Legend Killer]

Originally Posted by Kid Steez

Man for real I woke up this morning and felt an emotion that I had never felt before. It was sense of want. I want to be something so bad that this morning the yearning that has been in my stomach finally caught up to my heart seems like. Just me wanting to be happier,be wealthier, be the man that everyone I know doesnt think I am or will be. 3 people in my life have ever believed in me and that hurts cause it seems like out of those 3 not one is my mother. Even still her doubt pushes me, but my fears of failure seem to push me more, yet at the same time make me want to run away from my issues. I woke and I told my dude in the most sincere voice that I want to be something. In when I say something I'm not saying I dont know what I want to be, I know fully what I want. It just hurts to think that maybe all the strength I portray on the outside may not be what I posses in the inside and all the trials and tribulations might just tear me down. Its almost like im flip flopping my emotions. In one sense I say to my self I'm stronger than anyone or thing on this planet, yet in the same way I say to my self really am I? I dont know TML. This is real too not just some joke. Its me in the flesh.

You're growing up my friend. If you need any advice please don't hesitate to ask. I'm sure you already know this but I will tell you anyways. Money will not make you happy and the more you make the more problems it can cause.

[PrimetimeSTL]

Originally Posted by The Legend Killer

the more you make the more problems it can cause.

And jealousy and envy. LK quoting Biggie "Mo Money, Mo Problems"

What's with that gif image in your sig, Steez? It's interesting. That chick is fine, though.

[Kid Steez]

Yea I been realizing I'm growing up since 3 months ago. It just seems like things around me have speed that process up a lot.

PrimeTime I really just have that sig cause I thought the chick was a dime.

[28.5]

I feel like i'm dealin with the same thing as you man, except the thing on my side is that I got to get away from all these people in high school. I have about 2 close dudes the rest of ppl just get me into trouble, of course i **** with females but i dont count them... I really need to get thru it and get my life in motion.. I feel like everything im doin right now in hs can just deter me specially if I keep ****en up... it's so easy to be stereotyped here i can't even believe it

just be real and be you be a good person everything will fall into place good luck

[The Legend Killer]

If you guys need any advice please don't hesitate to ask I've been there so I know what you younger kids are going through.

[The Legend Killer]

Originally Posted by PrimetimeSTL

And jealousy and envy. LK quoting Biggie "Mo Money, Mo Problems"

What's with that gif image in your sig, Steez? It's interesting. That chick is fine, though.

I didn't do that on purpose LOL. It's true though the more you make the more problems you have. I know it must be hard to understand why but it's true trust me.